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An Akashic Construct Practitioner
contributes – October 23, 2007.
Even though I have had the Akashic Construct CD for several months now,
I am still slowly working through the resistance that has so far kept
me from listening to it regularly. On occasions when I do manage to
do this meditation, I often fall asleep. Sometimes I remain awake, but
nothing much happens. Nonetheless, every so often, I have an experience
in the Akashic Construct that really stands out, so I just wanted to
share this one.
As others have also frequently said of themselves, and since I am still
relatively new to this, I was initially tempted to wonder if I had ‘just
imagined’ it all, but one thing is certain; the feelings I felt
during this meditation exercise were intense and very real.
When I entered my Akashic Workshop, a large German shepherd dog appeared
in my elevator, followed by a blonde angel in a white robe, guiding
a little girl. The child had long, dark hair that seemed rather dirty
and matted. She seemed so very small, vulnerable, and scared. The angel
guided her to me, then encircled us with his/her wings, as if to provide
me a protected, supervised space in which to help this child, since
I am still a beginner.
As I tried to comfort her, I strongly felt the child's fear and great
sadness. I began sobbing, and tears began flowing down my cheeks. I
laid her down on a nearby table, squeezing her arms. She was completely
limp and unresponsive at first. The German shepherd, I sensed to be
the girl's dog, put his head in her lap to help. I lifted her up to
a sitting position, hugged her and continued to feel deep sadness, as
well as tenderness and empathy for her vulnerability. A light began
glowing near and around us, and there was the strong feeling that it
was okay to let all of these emotions pass away -- that all of the fear
and sadness was only a temporary illusion, and that beyond this layer
of illusion was a place of great joy.
Then the little girl was standing up, and beginning to glow in a golden-white
light. The angel thanked me, and led her by the hand, out of my Akashic
Construct and off into the light. It seemed that perhaps it had been
this child's time to cross over, or maybe to return back to life from
a near-death state, and that, in any case, I had helped somehow to ease
her transition by witnessing her process, comforting her, and bearing
some of the grief in order to lighten her load.
Next, a bearded Celestial in robes sat or knelt next to me, facing perpendicularly
to me, so that I was viewing Him in profile. He took my hand. He felt
comforting, calm, approachable and easy to talk to. I then realized
that it was Jesus, Christ Michael. I remembered the great trust I had
felt when I used to meditate on His image and confide in Him my deepest
concerns as a teenager (something I hadn't done in many years since).
I told Him how I want to let go of the lower, ego-self views of things
that drag me down, and to see from a higher, more joyful perspective.
He held my hands, faced me, and said, "Be not afraid, for I am
with you," and He reassured me that I really am contributing, that
I really am a part of this group of healers (meaning all who aim to
practice the Akashic Construct meditation), that I am doing important
work, and that I do belong. I kept crying, feeling so glad to confide
in Him after all this time. I thanked Him and we bade each other goodbye
at the end of the meditation.
Whether this was an actual child somewhere on the planet, some child
aspect of myself that needed to heal, or perhaps to ‘die and be
reborn’ before I could further grow in my capacity to help heal
others, both at once, or something else entirely, it felt to be very
important in any case.
Much Love to All,
An Akashic Construct Participant.
© 11:11 Progress Group.
Toujours au Service de Michael.
11:11
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