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An Akashic Construct Practitioner
contributes – July 30, 2007.
I had to share this with you all. Last evening, I finally
got into the Akashic Construct after some surprising failures I can’t
explain. I might have made the whole thing up in my mind, or I might
have been dreaming, but it felt so real !!!!!!!!!!!! So here goes:
I entered the Akashic Construct, asking for a healer to come and help
me for a change—with my broken leg, my aching back, and high blood
pressure.
The elevator arrived, and I anxiously waited for someone to step out.
Suddenly a bright white light appeared in front of me, and an image
took form. It was a man in a white robe and sandals, wavy shoulder-length
hair. I immediately sensed it was Christ Michael, but His appearance
surprised me since He looked much different to how I had alway pictured
Him.
I couldn’t believe it! It made me feel so shy to be in His presence.
I felt I wasn’t worthy to have a visit from Michael. I lowered
my head, and felt embarrassed, but He just smiled, and His beautiful
voice softly called out my name. Then He said, ‘You wanted to talk?’
Actually, I had tried several times in meditation, hoping to invite
Michael for a chat, but I either couldn’t get through, or I was
interrupted in my home.
We sat down on a bench in my workroom, but then I asked if we could
go to the garden, telling Him, it was beautiful there, and it would
be a better place to talk. He smiled, stood up, and walked out with
me.
I started off by telling Him I was so sorry for the mistakes I made
in this life, for the people I hurt, especially those close to me, and
for disappointing Him. I asked forgiveness (for the umpteenth time).
He smiled gently, and told me I had been forgiven a long time ago, when
I first asked, and He knew what was in my heart. He said, ‘The
forgiveness you seek is within yourself.’ I understood He was telling
me I have to forgive myself, and not dwell on my past mistakes.
I asked about my daughter, and if she and I would ever be close again.
He told me that, although she appears cold and unfeeling toward me,
He sees a small, but brightly glowing light in her heart, which she
tries to not to acknowledge.
The light is her love for me. She will not allow herself to feel it,
but love is strong, and cannot be contained. It must eventually be expressed.
Also, if I can forgive myself, and feel worthy of her love, it will
remove an important block, and make reconciliation easier. I have to
admit, I do feel guilty about hurting her through the decisions I made.
I know I did the best I could at the time, and I never intended to make
anyone unhappy.
I asked about a sick child, and He said ‘She is love. She brings
love to all who meet her.’ Her parents are learning unconditional
love, faith, and commitment. ‘All will be well. She is in our care,
always.’
I asked about my life, and why I’ve had so many challenges, and
was told I chose to learn many lessons, to bring me further along the
path to perfection. Whenever I felt a ‘nudge’ to make a change,
it was time for another lesson. I told Him I was tired. He said, “you
are loved, and your many Celestial Friends are eager to help you whenever
you need help, and they enjoy giving you their number messages.
I asked about my illness, and told Him I wanted to heal, and be of service
to Him. I know I can do so much good, having had this experience. He
said, ‘You read in the Urantia Papers. Your faith will heal you.’
Then he smiled again, and said that I am already of service. Whenever
I show love, kindness, compassion, or just give a smile to someone,
I am serving Him.
He then chuckled a bit, and told me it was almost time for George’s
voice to come back on, and we walked back into my workshop. Sure enough,
as soon as we did, I heard George’s voice, saying it was time to
say goodbye.
I asked Michael if I could hug Him, and he smiled that wonderful smile
and held out his arms. I just held on to Him, and sobbed. I was bathed
in His light, and the love coming from Him was so overwhelming !!!!!
George’s expression, I think, would be, ‘It left me profitless.’
I said a soft ‘Thank You,’ and He said He enjoys being invited
to talk, and to call on Him often. I let go of Him, and He disappeared.
I’m not sure when to call Him Jesus, and when to use the name,
Christ Michael, but His visit was such a surprise. I still feel His
love, which is so comforting, and I know I’m being watched over
and cared for. All is well.
Love to all.....
An Akashic Construct Participant.
George notes: There’s nothing wrong with
‘coming up empty’ from the Akashic Construct when you are
ill. At those times you have your AC friends to help you.
One of the most experienced fire-walkers in my group, Jason, suffered
the most horrible burns when in the day prior to the firewalk his shoulder
was dislocated. 1800 Degrees Fahrenheit ‘got him bad’ when
he was physically unbalanced.
After the mugging of a lifetime in 1987, and becoming an epileptic because
of it, it took until 1992 for me to hear and see my ‘Spirit Friends’
again. Physical, emotional and psychological damage had frosted over
my looking glass for a view into the Midway Realm. Indeed, there’s
nothing wrong with occasionally ‘coming up empty’ from the
Akashic Construct when you are ill.
© 11:11 Progress Group.
Toujours au Service de Michael.
11:11
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