Start Now.

Urantia, March 10, 2011.
Thought Adjuster.
Received by Yoela.

Thought Adjuster: "Do you think that I don't feel sadness because of the little worth you give to your lives? Do you believe that I am removed from everything that happens? Understand once and for all! How could this be if I have always loved you?

"You believe that I am something outside of yourself, far from reach, removed from all that happens. You even think that I have a whip ready to punish you for the least mistake. What kind of Father do you think I am? It hurts me when you think of me this way.

"Every mistake, every situation you go through, is just a consequence of deciding to ignore love, and the refusal to use some constructive intelligence - let alone common sense. Adding injury to insult you allowed others to tell you that you are worthless. Ah! This did stay in your psyche and you started to suffer from low self-esteem.

"You believed that which is not true, and accepted what has no basis. You ignored me and believed that just a little prayer here and there was enough to keep in touch, then you turned you attention away, feeling even more confused.

"Finally, you took the easiest road. You blamed me for all your problems, without thinking that I am a God of love, forgiveness, hope and faith in my creation.

"I Am who made life from the most perfect to the imperfect, knowing that both complement each other. You, after experiencing all the troubles, will be able to say life is not the torment I believed it to be. I was just focused in a senseless materialism trying to fill the voids that cannot be filled with things.

"When you started to see that you could have it all, except a moment of peace, you turned your attention to me. Even then you were not true to yourself. Your mind said one thing and your heart said another. Regardless, I was by your side and I kept giving you what you needed. I worked in silence and sent many helpers to cross your path, creating links between you and others, who are having a glimpse of their purpose, and who are delving deeper into their hearts and deciding what is really important, what should be treasured each moment - those personal ideas and realizations that are missed by most.

"Start now. Overcome your doubts. Leave the illusions behind. Start a new era in your personal life. Give me some space to express myself in your life. Ask me to be a part of you, because if you don't, you can't offer me your gift of free will.

"I propose a rebirth starting this moment. Ask me how and I will let you know. Let me participate in your life. Let us be one, would you?

"To achieve this transformation I suggest for you to not consider me to be a stranger in your life. Search for me, outside and inside. Look inside without words, no useless mantras or repetitions required. Remain still and observe where your next thought will take you. Write it down. You will be in stillness. Let this stillness take over. Let me pray for you for I Am the one who really knows what happens.

"Look for me outside in a smile you can offer to everyone who crosses your path - or my path? Do this and carry on, and if you do want to share our life. Start now!"

Translated from Spanish by Oscar.